When I said times were changing I completely underestimated just how much things would change. My life is completely different now and I'm happy to say that I believe it's changed for the better.
I am célibataire now (however which way you put it, it means i'm single). Something which was unexpected to say the least and very painful at the time. Partly it still is and i'm not afraid to say that I suffered for a long time with a very broken heart. I don't know where this new wave of honesty has come from and apologies to all you readers and more importantly friends out there who have had to listen to this crap for the last few months. But there is a reason I write this now in my blog, for you all to see, because things have finally changed. I have turned a corner let's say. I have discovered a lot about myself, my friends (some I can trust, other's i've realised I cannot) and what I want for my future. I promise now this blog won't be all dreary seriousness about failed relationships but it's finally time to say something (after nearly a month of not blogging because I had no idea what to say...)
Now i'm happy. Things are a little complicated but i'm taking the steps to uncomplicate things and doing my best with the situation i'm faced with now. A very close friend of mine gave me the strength to finally do some necessary things and I am already feeling the weight easing from my shoulders. Thankyou to that person...you know who you are.
After ten years of following the band my dad and I finally got to see the RHCP's in concert and they were just...mindblowing. Well worth the wait and made us both stupidly happy. Poster now firmly attached to my wall in my room.
This weekend is sort of quiet so I hope i'll find time to blog again. I don't mind the quiet one because the next three are so busy for me. I have my mum and aunt here, then i'm in London with the girls for their housewarming (so excited!!!!) and then i'm visiting my grandparents, finally! So things are moving forward, really forward. No more going backwards!
As the French would say...c'est fini!
